do unexpected things always happen? i hope not. it's going to be a difficult year ahead, for me. i suppose. they sae that one will grow up in times of difficulties..is it true? hmm..i wonder. i know that i sldnt be feeling depressed or sad now, or rather i sld not be showing my family that im feeling down. if im feeling down, they must be feeling worse. i learn not to ask those stupid questions anymore..i tink it will only add on to their worries. perhaps things will change for the better. can i say this to console myself? anything can happen during this one year...sth better or even worse. i shall learn how to be happy in front of my parents. how to hold my tears in front of them. how to console them when sth happened. how to not be a burden to them. how to make them happie. how to make them feel proud of me. how to help when sth happened. how to spare a thought for them. it's time to do something for them. i have got lots of things to learn. perhaps by then, i can say that i have grown up.
i promise that i'll be strong.
cos i know that no matter what happens , they will always be there for me =)